Wednesday, March 01, 2006


The first time I did heroin I was 18. My boyfriend at the time was into it. It was also my first needle. He shot me up lying down. Way too much. I sat up and puked all over him, then I ran to the bathroom and puked all over that. Then we went for a cool midnight walk, with me making a mess of every shopfront doorway. We ran to the top of a mountain with the wind in our hair. We lay down in the grass and kissed. We made love all night.


Blogger Bob said...

been there done that. Got clean for thirty years and then went back. Took oxy's for broken ribs and that did it. Kicked while in a coma from car wreck. Easiest kick I've done. now I am free and have a life. I know it's hard but do it lady. it's good to be free and not a slave. Hang in there

9:03 PM  
Blogger tui said...

Thanks Bob, that's amazing

3:36 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i was 18 my first time, too, and found smack and the needle both to be the most erotic partners. but as you know, you become a slave. you'll be clean, i know it. stay strong.

2:52 PM  

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