The first time I did heroin I was 18. My boyfriend at the time was into it. It was also my first needle. He shot me up lying down. Way too much. I sat up and puked all over him, then I ran to the bathroom and puked all over that. Then we went for a cool midnight walk, with me making a mess of every shopfront doorway. We ran to the top of a mountain with the wind in our hair. We lay down in the grass and kissed. We made love all night.