Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Experimentation

The first time I did heroin I was 18. My boyfriend at the time was into it. It was also my first needle. He shot me up lying down. Way too much. I sat up and puked all over him, then I ran to the bathroom and puked all over that. Then we went for a cool midnight walk, with me making a mess of every shopfront doorway. We ran to the top of a mountain with the wind in our hair. We lay down in the grass and kissed. We made love all night.

3 Comments:

Blogger Bob said...

been there done that. Got clean for thirty years and then went back. Took oxy's for broken ribs and that did it. Kicked while in a coma from car wreck. Easiest kick I've done. now I am free and have a life. I know it's hard but do it lady. it's good to be free and not a slave. Hang in there

9:03 PM  
Blogger tui said...

Thanks Bob, that's amazing

3:36 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i was 18 my first time, too, and found smack and the needle both to be the most erotic partners. but as you know, you become a slave. you'll be clean, i know it. stay strong.

2:52 PM  

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